Bother

WISH I WAS
TOO DEAD TO CRY
MY SELF-AFFLICTION
FADES
STONES TO THROW
AT MY CREATOR
MASOCHISTS
TO WHICH I CATER
YOU DON'T
NEED TO BOTHER
I DON'T NEED TO BE
I'LL KEEP
SLIPPIN' FARTHER
BUT ONCE I HOLD ON
I WON'T LET GO
TILL IT BLEEDS
WISH I WAS
TOO DEAD TO CARE
IF INDEED
I CARED AT ALL
NEVER HAD A VOICE
TO PROTEST
SO YOU FED ME #### TO DIGEST
I WISH I HAD A REASON
MY FLAWS
ARE OPEN SEASON
FOR THIS
I GAVE UP TRYING
ONE GOOD TURN
DESERVES MY DYING
YOU DON'T
NEED TO BOTHER
I DON'T NEED TO BE
I'LL KEEP
SLIPPIN' FARTHER
BUT ONCE I HOLD ON
I WON'T LET GO
TILL IT BLEEDS
WISH I'D DIED
INSTEAD OF LIVED
A ZOMBIE
HIDES MY FACE
SHELL FORGOTTEN
WITH ITS MEMORIES
DIARIES LEFT
WITH CRYPTIC ENTRIES
AND YOU DON'T
NEED TO BOTHER
I DON'T NEED TO BE
I'LL KEEP
SLIPPING FARTHER
BUT ONCE I HOLD ON
I WON'T LET GO
TILL IT BLEEDS
YOU DON'T
NEED TO BOTHER
I DON'T
NEED TO BE YEAH
I'LL KEEP
SLIPPING FARTHER
BUT ONCE I HOLD
ONCE I HOLD ON
I'LL NEVER LIVE DOWN
MY DECEIT;